Later
All of me cannot concentrate
Too much on my plate
All the while it eats at me
That I don't get it done
Green lights all burn then suddenly
That just makes it worse
Pray before I curse
100 years of chores have filled the slate
And I can't clean them off
Dirty is the cloth
Oh I feel so lost it's killing me
Oh I am the sum
All of what I've done
All of nothing
The day is new
All is possible
Like a promise told
From the mouths of those
Who cannot lie
But it waits for me
Ever patiently
I can hear it speak its taunting me
With words from parables
‘Cursed is the soul who stands by to watch his life fade'
Kiss it all away
Possibilities
Laying at my feet
They're stagnate dreams
Don't let it run
Don't let the winds carry words away
Never letting go
Hold on
You'll run and will not faint
Never letting go
Oscillate
Turn back and fourth
Between sleep work
Feels like a curse
Procrastinate
Taking twice as long
Everything goes wrong
Becoming nothing takes nothing
Not an ounce of pain
Nothing to be gained
Oh I am a slave to weakness
Giving up too quick
Past ambivalence
Still haunting me
It's violence
To the heart of me
What I could have been I can't be
