My Blasphemy
It's been a year since my last confession
I'd hold back my tears but apathy is all I have
I know it's not right I haven't suffered
My life's been fine
Was a ‘seed that grew, but quickly died'?
‘Son here I am and I've always loved you'
That's what you say, but I can't see you
Idle lies fill the vacancy
Fragile minds slap Deity
I'm numb
The disgusting part is I'm so quick to judge you
Point my finger, but I'll scoff at reproof
And I cannot sing, the words loose their meaning
I've opened my eyes, and yours are still clenched shut
Did say ‘amen'?
Once in a while I'll see Jesus bleeding
For a moment I could sing but
Idle lies fill the vacancy
Fragile minds slap Deity
I'm numb
Undermine authority
Kiss goodbye decency
Let it go
Let go
You said ‘Son I, I will always love you,
And there's nothing you could do
To take that away."
Well it's sun light cast upon the blue skies
And there is nothing better
Than Your love
When Idle lies fill the vacancy
When I commit blasphemy
You loved
When authority
Is undermined
When I've fallen
The thousandth time
You still loved me
